.oo9 x this is flipping insane.

[karriezai]

I took the SAT today. I think I probably did well. I mean, better than last time, at least on one section, hopefully two. I always do well. Anyway, then I was home for a couple hours, watched a movie, and then work for the rest of the day, and I work tomorrow at 10:45 in the morning. This weekend is maybe a bit of a bust.

But I saw Man of the Year with my family, and I liked it. I didn't really go in with any expectations whatsoever, good or bad, but I liked it a lot. That was last night. They were going to leave me because of the SAT, so I could go to bed early, but... I'd been trying to go out with mom all week and get a bra and hair dye, and I didn't want something to interfere again. So I ended up really tired at work, but I was fine during the SAT. I actually finished my essay this time, and I think I did better at math.

Ah man. I'm tired. So I guess that's it.

(everything else was removed. wtfever.)

Comments

[missbrownie.livejournal.com]

Mh. My father is sort of hard to handle too. I just make sure I erase all my history and such. I'm not doing anything bad, but I wouldn't put it past him to snoop around. Says I never talk to him, but he never listens. I would say I'm a 'good kid' too. I don't know about your father, but mine is incapable of comunicating unless by being mean. Can't really explain it. I think my dad is just socially handicaped. No idea how to deal with people, no idea what an impact deeds and especially words can have.
Lately, I've been giving up too. I'm sick and tired of bickering as only form of communication. He wants to talk? Fine, let him do the growing up. Because I'm tired too, he sucks up all my energy.
I think you do show maturity, in a way.
Well, I don't know if my babbling was useful...

[keptawake.livejournal.com]

SpyBuddy means erasing the history is useless.

Thank you, I appreciate what you said -- a lot. My dad isn't all that bad... he definitely has a lot of good qualities, and he's been a good parent in teaching me values and standing up for myself and stuff like that. I just... can't stand his temper, the way he can get so unreasonable when he's angry, and more than that -- the slightest thing can set him off. And his lack of respect or perhaps even understanding of the need for privacy in a lot of ways. And it doesn't help that he has a mean sense of humor. Being irritating is fun for him.

Still, I'm a lot luckier than so many other kids, and I know it. But he taught me to stand up for myself, and I can't stand up for myself when it comes to him.

[missbrownie.livejournal.com]

Well, my father isn't the worst of all fathers, of course. His biggest flaw I think, is he believes he is always right. Doesn't matter which reasonable arguments you throw at his head, he still believes his right.

"Being irritating is fun to him." Yep, same for my father. Sometimes it is fun, to communicate like that, but sometimes I'm tired or actually want to be serious. At least I know a lot about sarcasm and irony, which is a plus in today's world, I think.
Also, my father is always the victim. If I'm sick, somehow he twists it and he end up being the victim. The saddest thing is he doesn't realize all of this. He really doesn't, he thinks he's perfect. And intellectually, I agree, he is very strong; but when it comes to imagining how other people feel he's a zero.
I know he cares for me though. Materially I miss nothing, I'm probably spoiled rotten in many ways, but psychologically... I'm pretty messed up in a way. I'm just insane. :)

[eotheod.livejournal.com]

I've personally never understood the purpose of the spying on your kids thing. I think there is a certain point where you have to start to realize that your kids are putting what you taught them to use and let them be. I also think a lot of these problems could be solved just by talking directly with your kids.

I'm not saying that's whats going on with you. I haven't the slightest, I just wanted to say I think the spy buddy stuff is creepy and a little over the line.

I'm glad to hear you like Man of the Year. I kind of wanted to see it but I didn't want to waste money on it if it wasn't good.

[eotheod.livejournal.com]

I figured as much.