karriezai: ([iron man] dual identity)
I've been working quite a bit. Full time restauranting isn't terribly fun. I work a double tomorrow and Saturday, though Saturday I'm going to leave at jumpstart if possible so I can eat dinner with Danny, Alli, cousin Justin, Grammy, Gene, and possibly Matt. If I can't, it's not a huge deal, it'd probably be nice as just blood family. But they all invited me from the start, so it's not like I'm unwelcome or anything.

But yeah. We also had Danny's coworker over. I have a lot in common with her and we could be great friends. She's 17, and she reminds me a lot of me in certain ways when I first met Danny. She works at Starbucks, and she works with Danny (though at Gamestop), has about as much experience with alcohol as I'd had when I met him, and other similarities in interests and such. Which was a serious weird factor at first since it's like... if Danny didn't have me now, would he start up the same sort of relationship with her? Well, the age gap is much steeper there, and he insists that they'd fight way too much, and I know he finds me more attractive. But the similarities are still kind of unnerving.

I'm not at all worried, mind you. I trust him completely.

Anyway we had her over and gave her champagne. Just champagne and not that much, but she ended up getting sick all over the futon and floor, and god the smell is resilient! What an awful stench to come out of such an innocent, unassuming body! I think it's the Doritos she had since it bears a striking kinship to the smell of non-barfed Doritos, but of course barfed Doritos smell horribly gross instead of yummy. Danny has outlawed them for at least a month.

Aside from that, we've had some fighting, some of which left me really depressed and doubtful, but we basically ended at the conclusion that sometimes he's going to want to play video games or fuck with his computer even when I'm there and I'll have to find something to do for myself while he's doing that. Which, I mean, should be perfect incentive to write, huh? What really got me was his concern over my decreased interest in video games. I just don't like playing Gears as much anymore, or other games for that matter. I'm going to try to get back into some of them at least while I have the time over winter break, because it's an important bond.

Meh.

Also, worked out with Heather today, lots of fun. She taught me some cool exercises and stretches. Yay former gymnast as an exercise buddy!
karriezai: ([hp] myrtle perves)
I posted most of my writing in my journal finally and linked it all in my writing index. I didn't post my Zelda stuff because there are so many different versions, and not a one of them complete -- that would have added a whole lot more, though. I also posted a couple roleplay intros that I thought were worthwhile, but I have more of those stored that didn't go up, too. And I didn't post the 'roleplay intro' for Kingdom Hearts that I'm thinking of turning into a chaptered fic because it would require editing to become a story, and I don't want to post the original only to post an edited version later... plus I don't need the temptation of editing it now before I'm finished replaying the game. Which is what I plan to do today since I haven't been playing for a few days because of this writing index project.

But anyway, all of my writing is under the tag 'prose', which currently hosts 48 entries. At least half of that is shared between my two chaptered fics, though -- one Harry Potter and one original.

Last night the power cut out completely. A branch hit a power line or something. With no ACs or fans or anything Danny and I knew we wouldn't be able to sleep here, especially since he couldn't even take a cold shower first since our water comes from a well with an electronic pump. So we went to stay the night at his parents' house, where we both slept great. Before that, though, we spent a couple hours by candlelight with Justin and Alli, which was a lot of fun. I got bored pretty easily but I still enjoyed it.

Danny finished Twilight and started on New Moon. Anyone who hasn't read the books and doesn't want any spoilers should not read on now. I'd lj-cut it, but I figure it's kind of like Harry Potter... if you don't know what happened in the books by now then go on the internet at your own hazard. Anyway, about the time he caught onto the vibe that Bella and Edward were going to, as he put it, break up, he asked me, "Do they break up? When does Edward come back?" When I told him not until the end of the book, he asked me to tell him enough about the book that he could decide whether to skip ahead some or just skip to Eclipse entirely. I put him at the point where Bella finds Edward's meadow again -- Jacob is freshly werewolf'd and we first learn Victoria's still after Bella, which I thought might hold his interest enough to get him through the rest of New Moon.

Onward to playing more KH2!
karriezai: ([kh] [kairi] shounen ai fangirl)
Grades were supposed to be posted today -- I checked last night and they were up. I made a 3.28, which is a little close for comfort in my opinion. Danny was trying to convince me that B+s are 3.5s, which would have been nice, but unfortunately they might as well not put a plus or minus for all the good they do. I think I'll do better next semester, though, since I have an idea of how everything works now.

I need to go to the gym. I haven't been since it closed... which is over a week, almost two. I plan to go tomorrow, before, during, or after my probable visit with Alicia -- dunno which yet.

I got my partner number at Starbucks today, and it's the same one I had last time, which is nice. Unfortunately my partner card won't work accept as an ordinary Starbucks card because the card number is deactivated when you leave the company, not just the partner number. I called to ask about it today, and in four months or so I should get my new one. It doesn't really matter; the partner number keyed in works just the same.

I'm replaying Kingdom Hearts. I'm going to play some more as soon as I finish this, just until Danny gets home in half an hour or so. I'm only to Traverse Town; the bad guy there kicked my ass until I get sick of trying. I need to level up some more. I didn't spend enough time wandering the city. I sure as hell spent enough time on the Islands, though. It only took three fights for me to beat Riku, and then I kept fighting him until it was 3 to 2. You get another little item for that, it turns out. Fighting all three of the others is harder, but I did that too.

Um. My dad emailed me from Korea. It was a nice email. I told him a little about what's been going on, and my grades.

My new years was great. It was just Danny, Dennis, Justin, me, Heather, and Alli, and we hung out and played Rock Band and then drinking Apples to Apples. I love that game, and I have a much longer attention span for it than anyone else.

Right, so I better go if I want to have time to play.
karriezai: ([witticisms] [hp] call me sir)
Ugh, my brain is exploding. I love Gears of War so much lately, but today's the first time I realized just how much world there is beyond the game that I didn't even know about. There's this huge story. And I really want to roleplay again. Zelda or Kingdom Hearts or Gears of War or His Dark Materials or... I have to watch/read/play almost anything I roleplay at least twice, so not Pirates, but I've seen tons of Pirates roleplays ongoing.

But I know that roleplaying = bad for me. I want to make something of my own. But I get that enormous helpless feeling. Like... how could I create something that grand?

The thing is, it isn't as complicated as I make it seem. It's not as if they detail the exact history of Sera in the Gears of War extra story thinger. They give just enough to really get your imagination going, and your own mind gives it the shape and depth. It's fun being able to connect things in your head, imagine other things that could fit into such a world. I've always loved working between the lines of a story to roleplay or write fanfiction. Leaving gaps for that sort of play makes a reader's imagination happy.

So maybe I try to over detail everything. I'm thinking about going back to the 100 challenges I issued myself but never finished and picking up on them again for a while. Because attempting to start Names hasn't been working for me. =(

But first a little bit of my actual life. I graduated Friday. Danny couldn't make it, but I saw him that night, stayed at his house. We saw Pirates 3 Saturday morning. It was great, of course... Jack was even crazier, and god knows I love Jack. I loved the ending even though it made me sad. It was a great ending, just... well, sad, like I said.

Saturday afternoon our parents met. It went well enough, pretty unremarkable.

I had a good weekend. Any weekend with Danny is good. Saturday, early as shit, my family's going to Florida and I won't see him for two weeks, and it'll be fine but I'll miss him like freaking crazy. I'm not really looking forward to it, though I do need to get my license.

I guess that's it. Meh. Except I love him more and more all the time.

Profile

karriezai: (Default)
karriezai

March 2011

S M T W T F S
  1 2345
6789 101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
2728293031  

Syndicate

RSS Atom

Most Popular Tags

Page generated 9/1/26 05:35

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags