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So last night I had the first ever dream that I would actually consider a nightmare. It wasn't scary in the sense of a horror movie, but it was still pretty terrifying and damn realistic... as in I really thought it was happening until Danny turned on the lights and I woke up.

Since it was totally and ridiculously based on both the House and How I Met Your Mother finales, I'll be cutting it for anyone who didn't want them spoiled.

I dreamed Danny got hit by a car a la Barney and the bus in How I Met Your Mother, although obviously it wasn't a bus since he would have died instantly because this wasn't a sitcom x_x; Anyway, they were trying to treat him and it was a really scary process because of all the stuff that was going on, but eventually they stabilized him. I heard something about how he was going to die but as I didn't understand it and it was only in passing I didn't really believe it. I called his parents because they were panicking over what was happening but for some reason couldn't come see Danny...

Then I went in to see Danny. Because this was a dream, he was totally chilling on a couch and didn't look that bad, his voice was just a little hoarse. So I went and sat with him, and he told me he was dying. I was running my fingers through his hair, and I swear to god I could feel it and it's what made the dream seem most real... but I was kind of in disbelief asking him why. I knew it had to do with something bonding to his proteins that was killing him (House... poor Amber...) but I didn't understand why it was killing him or why they couldn't do anything about it.

It was just sinking in... I was realizing I was going to lose him, and I was going to have to tell his parents, and we were so young it wasn't fair how would I ever find anyone else like him... when Danny turned on the lights. He'd already gotten up and showered for the morning, which is probably what triggered the dream... I didn't actually wake when he left but it must have put me into that shallow dream sleep.

But god it was terrifying and it would be easy to cry -- my eyes are watery -- only I'm stopping myself.

So yeah. Scary stuff.

I finally got fed up with the telemarketers constantly calling the house and put it on the do not call registry. I put mine and Danny's cells, too, although I don't think either of us has been bothered on there by telemarketers yet. I've heard that soon it will be allowed, though, for cells... Have to wait thirty days for the full effect to kick in though. After thirty days we can file a complaint if a telemarketer calls.

Okay so I'm starving. I need to shower, go get some food, and then study for my final tonight.

Although after my final I'll be able to really worry about the [livejournal.com profile] hogwarts_elite contests and stuff! I really want to enter. Even if I don't win a single one, it's participation points... and fun, of course. Looks like all the deadlines are June 1st so I have some time.
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