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karriezaiI have to do my schoolwork (woe), so this post should be a short one. Unless I go off on a tangent. =)
My userinfo's done and I think I've rejoined all the communities I need to, though I still need to alert several writing communities to my account change. I'm waiting for all the Hogwarts Elite comms to accept me. =P But I'm pretty much moved in.
I was being silly last night while I was trying to get to sleep. I remember reading Tamora Pierce's Circle of Magic books and wondering what my magical core would be. Like Sandry's is a spool of thread or whatever... but I've never been good at meditating and such. I think too much to ever have a blank mind. Last night, though, I randomly tried again. I focused on a book as my 'inner core' or what have you. And I wore my 'transformation' talisman to sleep. It actually felt like it sort of worked. Not in a magical sort of way, of course... but in a peaceful, meditative sort of way. I could picture the book in my mind. The old, crispy sort of weathered pages, and a cover that was somehow a hybrid of leather and the cardboard-ish covers of modern books. I could see places where the cover was worn down, like the right lower corner of the front. It had Kherezae in a cursive-y writing across the front cover, a sort of gold/copper/bronze color. And a 'K' on the top of the spine.
Anyway, I know it's a little silly sounding, but it was nice. It actually felt very relaxing and centering. =D
I was thinking about my Animagus form... what it would be if I had one. Aze made me feel stupid about the dream, but while I'm not sure, I'm really starting to think it would be a deer. I mean, the night I was thinking about my Animagus and Patronus... I decided on a Patronus, but not an Animagus form, and then I dreamed I was part of a new group of Marauders and I was the 'James', the deer. Of course that can be completely coincidence and probably was... Aze and I are the Maraudesses, after all, so naturally we identify with the Marauders. =P But when I was little, I loved Bambi and I watched it all the time. I would always pretend to be Bambi and make my brother pretend he was Faline. (Yeah, and I dreamed I was a stag, not a female deer, so I'm a little freaked out =P) That's how I broke my nose, pretending to be Bambi under the table.
=/ Very whimsical/silly post. Meh.
My userinfo's done and I think I've rejoined all the communities I need to, though I still need to alert several writing communities to my account change. I'm waiting for all the Hogwarts Elite comms to accept me. =P But I'm pretty much moved in.
I was being silly last night while I was trying to get to sleep. I remember reading Tamora Pierce's Circle of Magic books and wondering what my magical core would be. Like Sandry's is a spool of thread or whatever... but I've never been good at meditating and such. I think too much to ever have a blank mind. Last night, though, I randomly tried again. I focused on a book as my 'inner core' or what have you. And I wore my 'transformation' talisman to sleep. It actually felt like it sort of worked. Not in a magical sort of way, of course... but in a peaceful, meditative sort of way. I could picture the book in my mind. The old, crispy sort of weathered pages, and a cover that was somehow a hybrid of leather and the cardboard-ish covers of modern books. I could see places where the cover was worn down, like the right lower corner of the front. It had Kherezae in a cursive-y writing across the front cover, a sort of gold/copper/bronze color. And a 'K' on the top of the spine.
Anyway, I know it's a little silly sounding, but it was nice. It actually felt very relaxing and centering. =D
I was thinking about my Animagus form... what it would be if I had one. Aze made me feel stupid about the dream, but while I'm not sure, I'm really starting to think it would be a deer. I mean, the night I was thinking about my Animagus and Patronus... I decided on a Patronus, but not an Animagus form, and then I dreamed I was part of a new group of Marauders and I was the 'James', the deer. Of course that can be completely coincidence and probably was... Aze and I are the Maraudesses, after all, so naturally we identify with the Marauders. =P But when I was little, I loved Bambi and I watched it all the time. I would always pretend to be Bambi and make my brother pretend he was Faline. (Yeah, and I dreamed I was a stag, not a female deer, so I'm a little freaked out =P) That's how I broke my nose, pretending to be Bambi under the table.
=/ Very whimsical/silly post. Meh.
